I laid down in the bed thinking about today. What had happened wasnt even in my wildest dreams. Thinking about the future i didnt knew when I had fallen asleep. The next morning I woke there wasnt anyone in the house. My parents had left for work. I was damn hungry.. i hadnt eaten the whole day. I went to the kitchen and found some food prepared by mom. I was happy..or to say maybe food made me happy. I checked my phone..there wasnt anything from shrutika. I was scared as well as relieved. I took a quick shower and thought of going to college. After shower as I was going to put my clothes for washing I found nothing in the machine. My mom hadnt put her clothes for washing. This was quite a shocker. It made me curious. I thought of checking her bathroom..maybe she had forgot them there. Much too my shock her room was locked. I guess she had taken preventive measures. I was little sad..after seeing and wearing her clothes almost everyday..today was different. I thought to myself maybe its for my own good.. I was born as a man and so should i live like one. I started getting ready to go college..thats when i had a message on my phone. It was from mom. She asked me to come to some doctor in half an hour and not go to the college. Now i was scared to death. Will dad be there ? What doctor is this ? Will they put me into mental asylum thinking I was mad? I had thousands of questions in my mind. I had no option but to go to the doctor. I reached there on time. Mom was sitting there in the waiting room. I went and sat next to her. We didnt make any eye contact. I wanted to talk but mom didnt seem intrested. We sat for some 30mins silently till it was our turn. I started shivering..to hide my fear I had clinched my fist. As we entered the cabin I checked the doctors name and specialization. She was a psychiatrist. Damn ! We entered. Mom and the doctor hugged each other and asked about what is happening in life. They were friends. Then to my shock the doctor asked my mom to leave. Mom left. The fear gripped me even more. She had sensed my nervousness. I was sweating. She gave me water and asked to relax. I did so. But my fear hadnt reduced. Now she started asking questions. She was to the point. So is it true you like wearing make up ? I replied negatively. What about what you said to mom that you used her make up and maybe you even use her clothes. I stammered and said i did put on make up but not the clothes. She had me. She then turned her laptop towards me and asked me to give answers to the list of questions she had made for me while she will go and have her lunch. I said okay. She left and I started the test. It was see the image and answer kinda test. I started with the test. The question seemed easy..
1) who do you idolize ? Mom or dad - I clicked mom
2) your favorite color ? White, black, pink, colorful - colorful though I had pink in my mind.
I thought to myself i can fake some answers by which she might guess I am a sissy.
3) do you have a girlfriend - no
4) did you ever have a girlfriend - no
5) do u like/love some girl - if yes then who is she - i said yes and I was to write shrutika.. when i changed it to no.
6) what about boyfriend ? Do u like boys - I could sense where this was going.. so i said no. It was true i never liked boys.yuck
7) who is hotter - there were 2 images - a woman in saree and a girl un western clothes.. I clicked on the woman in saree
8) how often do you masturbate ? Damn there was no option for never. I hadnt masturbated ever. But now I had to answer something. I clicked on twice a week.
9) which one is better ? There were two images of panties. A red thong and a pink laced satin full cover panty. Damn I had to select one. What the fuck was this. Anything i select will show I am a sissy..wtf should I do know.. I had my mind racing but my eyes were stuck to the pink lace panty.. I could feel a small erection. They were so cute. I clicked on them.
10) whom do u want to go in bed with - there was an image of naked woman and a woman in pink bra and panty. The bra and panty had little flowers on them. My erection grew looking at it. I clicked for woman in bra and panties.
The test was over.
I waited dor something around 5 mins when both my mom and doctor returned. She took the laptop and closed. I was thinking what about the result.. thats when she said.. we were observing your answers on other pc which is lan connected to this laptop. We already have the results. Then she said they knew what my answers to the first 5 questions would be.. all she wanted to see how much time i take to answer the last 5. The results are based on time too. How long you took to answer also means alot. Then she turned her screen to me and showed me an image and asked me are you sure u want to go in bed with this lady. It was the last question woman whom I had selected. I said yes. To which she again asked are you sure.. look carefully.. i saw again..dammmmit...it was a man who had crossdressed. WTF ! I had nothing to say.. shit.. she just took the laptop back and asked me to wait outside. All the time i was thinking what now ! Till last night 2 women knew and now a 3rd one. Mom came out after 10mins or so and we both left for home. On our way back Mom said i have to visit the doctor every week amd she wont accompany me from now on. I wont be going to the college for atleast a month till the treatments are on. I asked mom of any medicines have to be taken to which she said no. Mom dropped me home and left for office. I checked my phone there was a message from shrutika which said 'hey girl, why didnt you come to college doll' it turned me on badly.. instead of replying I wanted to crossdress.. i again checked if keys to my moms room are there. But i couldnt find any. It was so annoying. I had lost the excitement then i again checked my phone.. that sentence resonated through my mind. I thought to myself of being a man and not replying to this crap. I deleted the message and started studying. Which i couldn't..again n again the man in those bra and panties came in front of my eyes. This way the whole day passed away. Parents were home in the evening. I was called out for dinner. Mom wasnt wearing her night gown which she normally did..instead she was wearing a saree. Something was different. We finished dinner and went to our rooms. I slept thinking was i getting back to being a man. Next morning I woke up..again parents had left without waking me up.. the first thing I checked was the washing machine.. no inners..no clothes of mom. I checked her room..it was locked too. I was irritated. The same happened the third day and so on ! I was damn pissed off ! Every night I had started dreaming about being in womans clothes but to my luck nothing was in my hands. Shrutika didnt message me since that day i hadnt replied to her. All this together was frustrating me to the core. The whole week ever since i was caught I was home except that one visit to the doctor. No dressing up. Nothing. The day came when i had to visit the doctor again. Mom had left some money for the visit and left for work. It was a good thing she hadnt told anything to dad. He would have killed me. I got ready and left for the doctor. The clinic was very much empty that day. I went in and she recognized me. She asked about how i was doing and stuff. I replied positively even though i wasnt. She asked me to lock the door, while she closed all the curtains. I was wondering where will this lead to. Then she asked me to undress. I was like WHAT ??? She said u heard it right.. remove your clothes fast i dont have all day for this..if you dont want to do the treatment.. I am calling your mom you tell her what is wrong. I was red. But i obliged to what she said. She then asked me to remove my undies. I wasnt ready for that atleast. She then just got irritated and removed it. I couldnt resist her force. She stood there and noted some points on her paper while I tried to hide my embarrassment. She then asked me whether i had waxed or shaced my hair anytime. U said never..i never had much hair ever. She then caressed my hair and kept looking at my penis. I think she didn't get the wanted response. Out of nowhere she touched my penis..I tried to remove her hand but she tried holding it. After like 10 seconds she took it off and wrote something. Then she went to her chair opened up drawer and threw something at me. I caught it and damn..they were pink satin panties. My heart started racing. I had never felt such an immense pleasure..my moms were always cotton and plain panties but this was heaven.. i broke out of the trance and looked at her.. She was smiling.. she pointed to me downwards. I had a hard on ! I tried to cover it up with those panties..but as the sheer satin touched my penis..it grew even harder. She asked me thats the max hard on you get ? I blushed.. She asked me can you make out the difference ? I was like what difference ? She explained to me that touch of woman has no effect on you but look what panties in hand did to you..had you worn them you would have surely wetted them. I blushed even more. I didnt understand why this was happening. She said I am done with you..there is no use wasting time behind trying to get the man in you back. You weren't born as a man..you are a sissy and you better live like one..go get yourself a boyfriend. I was shocked at what she was saying.. but I had panties covering up my penis and I felt greatttt ! She then took my male undies and threw it into dustbin and asked me to get rid of the ones I had at home and get some panties and be the girl you are. I was on verge of crying. She said she will call mom and explain it to her..it will be hard for her to accept..I am sure you will convince.. and by the way ur mom is a strong woman and not a sissy like you. She will handle the situation perfectly. Now you can go.. you need not come next week. You come to tell me your progress a week after that. Now leave. I was crying..to which she ordered me stop it sissy...put on ur panties..cover up ur little hard on..and for your information nobody considers it as a hardon.. you better call it clit. Now leave.. I was still crying.. to which she said do you want me to call guards so that they too know the new sissy in town ? To which I nodded no..put on those panties..my clothes back on. Gave her the fees and left..while leaving she said bye girl.. i didnt respond to her. I was angry but i was turned on. I could feel the satin brushing against my jeans. The panties were tight..I could feel every inch of them.. journey from the. Doctor to my home was horrible as well as sensual.. a perfect hard on with consistent fear of being caught. I just sat in the cab and wondered what was she going to tell my Mom and how was she going to react.
1) who do you idolize ? Mom or dad - I clicked mom
2) your favorite color ? White, black, pink, colorful - colorful though I had pink in my mind.
I thought to myself i can fake some answers by which she might guess I am a sissy.
3) do you have a girlfriend - no
4) did you ever have a girlfriend - no
5) do u like/love some girl - if yes then who is she - i said yes and I was to write shrutika.. when i changed it to no.
6) what about boyfriend ? Do u like boys - I could sense where this was going.. so i said no. It was true i never liked boys.yuck
7) who is hotter - there were 2 images - a woman in saree and a girl un western clothes.. I clicked on the woman in saree
8) how often do you masturbate ? Damn there was no option for never. I hadnt masturbated ever. But now I had to answer something. I clicked on twice a week.
9) which one is better ? There were two images of panties. A red thong and a pink laced satin full cover panty. Damn I had to select one. What the fuck was this. Anything i select will show I am a sissy..wtf should I do know.. I had my mind racing but my eyes were stuck to the pink lace panty.. I could feel a small erection. They were so cute. I clicked on them.
10) whom do u want to go in bed with - there was an image of naked woman and a woman in pink bra and panty. The bra and panty had little flowers on them. My erection grew looking at it. I clicked for woman in bra and panties.
The test was over.
I waited dor something around 5 mins when both my mom and doctor returned. She took the laptop and closed. I was thinking what about the result.. thats when she said.. we were observing your answers on other pc which is lan connected to this laptop. We already have the results. Then she said they knew what my answers to the first 5 questions would be.. all she wanted to see how much time i take to answer the last 5. The results are based on time too. How long you took to answer also means alot. Then she turned her screen to me and showed me an image and asked me are you sure u want to go in bed with this lady. It was the last question woman whom I had selected. I said yes. To which she again asked are you sure.. look carefully.. i saw again..dammmmit...it was a man who had crossdressed. WTF ! I had nothing to say.. shit.. she just took the laptop back and asked me to wait outside. All the time i was thinking what now ! Till last night 2 women knew and now a 3rd one. Mom came out after 10mins or so and we both left for home. On our way back Mom said i have to visit the doctor every week amd she wont accompany me from now on. I wont be going to the college for atleast a month till the treatments are on. I asked mom of any medicines have to be taken to which she said no. Mom dropped me home and left for office. I checked my phone there was a message from shrutika which said 'hey girl, why didnt you come to college doll' it turned me on badly.. instead of replying I wanted to crossdress.. i again checked if keys to my moms room are there. But i couldnt find any. It was so annoying. I had lost the excitement then i again checked my phone.. that sentence resonated through my mind. I thought to myself of being a man and not replying to this crap. I deleted the message and started studying. Which i couldn't..again n again the man in those bra and panties came in front of my eyes. This way the whole day passed away. Parents were home in the evening. I was called out for dinner. Mom wasnt wearing her night gown which she normally did..instead she was wearing a saree. Something was different. We finished dinner and went to our rooms. I slept thinking was i getting back to being a man. Next morning I woke up..again parents had left without waking me up.. the first thing I checked was the washing machine.. no inners..no clothes of mom. I checked her room..it was locked too. I was irritated. The same happened the third day and so on ! I was damn pissed off ! Every night I had started dreaming about being in womans clothes but to my luck nothing was in my hands. Shrutika didnt message me since that day i hadnt replied to her. All this together was frustrating me to the core. The whole week ever since i was caught I was home except that one visit to the doctor. No dressing up. Nothing. The day came when i had to visit the doctor again. Mom had left some money for the visit and left for work. It was a good thing she hadnt told anything to dad. He would have killed me. I got ready and left for the doctor. The clinic was very much empty that day. I went in and she recognized me. She asked about how i was doing and stuff. I replied positively even though i wasnt. She asked me to lock the door, while she closed all the curtains. I was wondering where will this lead to. Then she asked me to undress. I was like WHAT ??? She said u heard it right.. remove your clothes fast i dont have all day for this..if you dont want to do the treatment.. I am calling your mom you tell her what is wrong. I was red. But i obliged to what she said. She then asked me to remove my undies. I wasnt ready for that atleast. She then just got irritated and removed it. I couldnt resist her force. She stood there and noted some points on her paper while I tried to hide my embarrassment. She then asked me whether i had waxed or shaced my hair anytime. U said never..i never had much hair ever. She then caressed my hair and kept looking at my penis. I think she didn't get the wanted response. Out of nowhere she touched my penis..I tried to remove her hand but she tried holding it. After like 10 seconds she took it off and wrote something. Then she went to her chair opened up drawer and threw something at me. I caught it and damn..they were pink satin panties. My heart started racing. I had never felt such an immense pleasure..my moms were always cotton and plain panties but this was heaven.. i broke out of the trance and looked at her.. She was smiling.. she pointed to me downwards. I had a hard on ! I tried to cover it up with those panties..but as the sheer satin touched my penis..it grew even harder. She asked me thats the max hard on you get ? I blushed.. She asked me can you make out the difference ? I was like what difference ? She explained to me that touch of woman has no effect on you but look what panties in hand did to you..had you worn them you would have surely wetted them. I blushed even more. I didnt understand why this was happening. She said I am done with you..there is no use wasting time behind trying to get the man in you back. You weren't born as a man..you are a sissy and you better live like one..go get yourself a boyfriend. I was shocked at what she was saying.. but I had panties covering up my penis and I felt greatttt ! She then took my male undies and threw it into dustbin and asked me to get rid of the ones I had at home and get some panties and be the girl you are. I was on verge of crying. She said she will call mom and explain it to her..it will be hard for her to accept..I am sure you will convince.. and by the way ur mom is a strong woman and not a sissy like you. She will handle the situation perfectly. Now you can go.. you need not come next week. You come to tell me your progress a week after that. Now leave. I was crying..to which she ordered me stop it sissy...put on ur panties..cover up ur little hard on..and for your information nobody considers it as a hardon.. you better call it clit. Now leave.. I was still crying.. to which she said do you want me to call guards so that they too know the new sissy in town ? To which I nodded no..put on those panties..my clothes back on. Gave her the fees and left..while leaving she said bye girl.. i didnt respond to her. I was angry but i was turned on. I could feel the satin brushing against my jeans. The panties were tight..I could feel every inch of them.. journey from the. Doctor to my home was horrible as well as sensual.. a perfect hard on with consistent fear of being caught. I just sat in the cab and wondered what was she going to tell my Mom and how was she going to react.
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